Monday, December 14, 2009

Today

One year ago today my sweet boy grew his angel wings, and my heart broke into pieces. It has been a long year as my heart has slowly been mending.. a part of me will always be missing.

I love you, son.
I miss you so much.
I would give anything to hold you in my arms.

You would be eight and a half months old now, crawling around like crazy. What would you look like today? What kind of personality would you have?

Not a day goes by that I do not think of you. I see glimpes in my mind's eye of you here with me. During my walks I picture you snuggled into your bjorn with me. I look at your dad and envision you sitting on his lap. I walk past your room and imagine you in a crib.

The things that I used to enjoy the most in life are not the same without you here.

You may not be here with us on earth..but you will always be on my mind and in my heart, my sweet, sweet boy. I love you always.

4 comments:

  1. I am so very sorry! {{{hugs}}}

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  2. CeCe, I'm thinking about you today and wishing with all my heart that your son were here with you, too. Sending my love.
    ~B

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  3. Anniversaries can be so hard! Hope your day wasn't too rough.

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  4. CeCe I'm so very sorry. I hope that Monday passed peacefully and gently for you.
    He will always be with you. xo

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